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17 April 2011 @ 11:42 pm
Yeah, You're Gonna Stay  
"I thought she was pretty, she's nothing like the things you said,
The woman you described couldn't even turn your head,
The two of you looked lost inside a world all your own,
Like you couldn't wait to get her alone.

So I guess that means that things are better?
Must not be so bad at home,
I thought it looked like you were leaving,
But it don't,
And I heard you tell her you still love her,
So it doesn't matter what you say,
I saw it all...from a table away."

Sometimes when I hear a song that resonates with what I'm feeling, I can become a slave to it for a whole night. I've had this one playing on repeat for about an hour and a half now, and I'm still not sick of it yet... That weird?

I have a friend that's going through similar feelings to what the lyrics cover, and I've been spending a lot of time trying to help her recover. It's weird how sometimes the universe seems to set you up to test your old grievances. I can relate to my friend's pain because I went through it myself once, but I think that at the time I was hurt as much by the fact that I didn't have anyone to turn to for support as much as I was by the asshole who actually lied to me. I think that it did make me strong, but it also made me see a lot of the people around me as fair weather friends, and distance myself from them accordingly. It some cases that was for the best, some not. Now I'm doing my best to see someone else through man-induced depression, and I wonder, is it wrong to feel happy that I have the chance to be a better friend than I had at the time of my own heartache? Who knows.
Current Location: Bedroom
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: "From a Table Away" Sunny Sweeney
Skins Thunderbombskinst_bomb on April 18th, 2011 09:35 am (UTC)
I don't think it's wrong. It's good that you feel that way because you can be there for someone when no one was ever there for you. :)
crinklescoftrip: Itachi being sexy. ;Pcrinklescoftrip on May 17th, 2011 11:35 pm (UTC)
I wish there were like buttons on livejournal comments, lol. I've gotten facebook dependent. But thanks, Skinst. :)